deaR diaRy,

haven't been updating foR some time....

cos...

i'm Right in the middle of my exams....

3 papeRs down, 2 moRe to go...

biodiveRisty was the fiRst papeR last fRiday... an open book exam... hmm... open book means too much notes and too little time to seaRch.. haha.. but i thought the questions weRe managable... maybe cos i put lots of note stick and i knew wheRe to find all the answeRs... EXCEPT foR ONE question.. sianz.. and kaiyan was able to do cos she bRought textbook and used the glossaRy paRt of the text!!! compaRed to those quiz we had duRing the teRm itself... neveRtheless... i didn't complete the last essay as i was Running out of time... oh well.. i didn't Really know how to do that essay anyway... =p

i just had 2 papeRs yesteRday... anatomy in the moRning, accounting in the evening..

anatomy was... uh.. stRaightfoRwaRd... it's meaRly a competition of "who memoRise moRe"... i was glad to see the questions of the stomach and testis.. haha... i dun even have to think... my bRain was alReady half asleep thRough the papeR (i haven't wake up at 6.30am foR half a yeaR) but my hand was fuRiously wRiting as if i was copying fRom somewheRe... and the woRst thing happened....

my pen Ran out of ink.... it was a new pen!! ok.. a new cheap ball point pen which i've only used ONCE foR the biodiveRisity exams... maybe because i used a whole booklet foR biodiveRisty.. that's why my pen Ran out of ink.. and then i changed anotheR pen.... NO INK!!! i couldn't believe my luck... haha... i didn't like to use felt tip point foR an essay exam cos it'll make my handwRiting look even moRe hoRRible when it alReady is.. sianz..

afteR the anatomy exam i went to look foR shan.. studied togetheR then Rozie came to join us... well... a bit gave up on accounting le... too tough... when we went foR the exams.. well... not veRy good... made many mistakes... ppl staRted leaving at 630pm when the papeR was supposed to end at 730pm.. made me flusteRed xia... at the end of the papeR i thought the papeR was okay.. till i made compaRison with shan that is.. haha.. at least i think i should get the method maRks.. it was silly mistakes that cost me the maRks...

and now i'm slacking alReady... hahaha... tml's chinese studies exams... but Really.. i can't be botheRed afteR i declaRed S/U foR it... pass oR fail, it's not going to affect my CAP.. haha.. ok lah... i WILL study lateR... hmm.. oR maybe tml moRning.. =p

stats exams on 5th may... SIANZ! so late........ if not foR that, i would finish my exams tml!!! how sickening is that veRy thought...

i just Realised something.. my bRain don't seem to be functioning anymoRe.. i dun feel like i'm studying despite studying with shan foR 4 days fRom 9am to 9pm... hmm.. in the past when i study, i'll get a headache... then i feel that i am studying.. now i don't.. that's why i feel like nothing goes into my bRain at all...

talking bout bRain... longitudinal fissuRe.. lateRal fissuRe... cRanial bone.. pia mateR.. aRachnoid mateR... duRa mateR... gRey matteR.. white matteR.. centRal sulcus... precentRal gyRi... pRimaRy motoR coRtex.. postcentRal gyRi... pRimaRy somatosensoRy coRtex... paRieto-occipital sulcus... calcaRine sulcus.. pRimaRy visual coRtex.. supeRioR tempoRal gyRi.. pRimaRy auditoRy coRtex... inteRnal caRotic aRteRy.. ceRebRal aRteRy.. ciRcle of willis..

hmm.. talk about nothing goes into my bRain...


anyway, thanx to jasmine, i (think i) found a job with Raffles medical.. healthcheck assistant at Raffles hospital... heez.. i dunno whetheR it's confiRmed yet.. cos till now they have yet to contact me.. if they aRe not going to contact me by this week, i'll be applying foR the position of patients seRvice assistant in changi geneRal hospital...

woRking in a hospital is a dReam of mine...

maybe cos of the expeRience when i went KKH foR attachment in JC... veRy nice enviRonment.. i had slowly Release the dReam cos i know i wasn't going to be a doctoR noR a nuRse... hmmz.. maybe i can ReconsideR... haha.. i was looking foR jobs online Recently.. then i spotted job vacancies in the hospitals... soRt of ReseaRch woRk... but what i noticed was the qualification...

degRee in science.. pRefeRably in biomedical science...

one asked foR 2nd uppeR honouRs.. the Rest just wanted a degRee... gReat!!! now i know wheRe i should be heading foR... so in my yeaR 3, i'll be concentRating in the aRea of biomedical science... it's a gReat feeling! to see light in my futuRe once again... to have a sense of diRection wheRe my futuRe is going to be... and yah.. i'm willing to staRt Right fRom the bottom if i have to... =)


on a side note, my fatheR Resigned.. i dun undeRstand why he did.. yah.. afteR so much effoRt to find a job... mum says he can't caRRy heavy stuff cos of his spinal pRoblem.. oh well.. i think he thinks the salaRy's too little... anyway, he's alReady signed up foR the taxi dRiveR tRaining couRse.. paid a few hundRed bucks foR it... and he can't go foR tRaining if he's woRking...

and yah.. i finally see my effoRt paying off... afteR numeRous emails to mah bow tan and company, the executive of human ResouRse of SBS Transit agReed to have a discussion with my dad bout the Reinstatement of his job... meeting scheduled on 6th may.. hmm... then again, it seems like afteR putting in so much effoRt on my paRt, my dad's alReady 死心... he's now all deteRmined to be a taxi dRiveR... hmm... i didn't Really suppoRt the idea.. cos of the woRking houRs and the iRRegulaR income... then again.. nothing i can do... he do as he wishes...