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Thursday, April 07, 2005

deaR diaRy...

Right.. today's the 7th.. happy 37th month deaR...

i just had an anatomy test... that explains my mood now... =(

i'm feeling moRe stupid that eveR.. my bRain is simply degeneRating and deteRioRating... theRe weRe 2 essays (given 4 topics to study).. i skipped one topic cos i didn't attend the lectuRe (the only uni lec i neveR attend) and couldn't undeRstand the topic... that veRy topic came out... blood and immune system...

i was stunned... liteRally stunned... dunno what the question was asking at all... i did the 2nd question fiRst, feeling confident of the question being on liveR and i had put in quite a lot of effoRt in memoRising stuff on it... but when i got down to do the question, i was confused... veRy confused.. i've mixed up the functions of the liveR with that of the kidney... sianz.. i didn't know which was which... my mind was in a whiRl... infoRmation oveRload... eveRything seemed to oveRlap each otheR.. i couldn't figuRe them out... haiz... maybe i'm plain stupid. can't even RemembeR simple stuff.. to think those stuff weRe simpleR than A levels biology... haiz...

i kind of feel veRy upset cos of the liveR question.. i studied foR this test 2 weeks back... i think i Really put in much moRe effoRt than i did foR the pRevious test... but.. i think sometimes Results isn't pRopoRtional to the amount of effoRt put in... =(

jeselyn sms me last night asking whetheR i want to give tuition to heR P1 son, english and maths.. well.. i Rejected heR.. i think 3 assignments aRe enough to give me hell alReady.. and i can't teach english noR P1 child... plus i think it'll be embaRRasing foR me to take money fRom my supeRvisoR.. haha.. P1.. the Rate is bound to be veRy low lah... but i told heR i'll go heR house duRing the hols to play with heR kids.. haha... then maybe teach them foR fun loh... uh.. well.. TRY to...

hmmz... anotheR weekend soon...

to look foRwaRd oR to dRead?