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Saturday, April 09, 2005

deaR diaRy,

oh well... updating foR the fun of it..

finished stats gRoup assignment 3 today afteR biodiveRisity essay test... so tiRed xia...

at least one is down.. anotheR one to go.. and a TROUBLESOME one foR that matteR.. it's going to take up one WHOLE day... sianz... meeting shan, Rozie and that VU guy tml(yes, satuRday, u heaRd me Right) in school at 2pm... estimated time of eaRliest completion of pRoject.. 10pm.. haha... and we've applied Rule of conseRvatism in the estimation of completion time... hahaha.. sianz... good thing Rozie's dRiving to school tml... fRee Ride!!! =p moRe impoRtantly, jouRney time is cut shoRt... =) thanx Rozie!!! hopefully heR caR doesn't bReak down tml again... heez... it's going to be fiRst time a fRiend is dRiving me... heez... should be safe lah hoR... =p

feeling so lethaRgic le... sianz...

i was wondeRing what to do duRing the one week study bReak which staRts on the 16th.. oh well.. study... what else? haiz... i can't!!! someone motivate me to study!!! oR if u'Re going out to study, ask me along!! make me study!!! i must woRk Really haRd man(hopefully)... hope that maybe next sem can get some buRseRy oR what... scholaRship is out.. leave the buRseRy foR me!!! i'm in despeRate need of $$$...

oh yah... by the way.. my dad haven't found a job yet... hmmz... anyone need a dRiveR? it's Really veRy difficult foR my dad to find a job loh... the only thing he can do is to dRive.. can't even caRRy heavy stuff cos he huRt his spine befoRe... to dRive taxi, he needs to go foR lessons fiRst... TIBS office is too faR fRom home... those deliveRy jobs adveRtised on net and newspapeR have all been taken... my dad has been unemployed foR a month le... he despeRately needs a job to keep the family going... any kind soul pls help?

i too, like my dad, have a lot of feelings with SBS... afteRall, i was the one who always bRing lunch to my dad when i was young... i always felt veRy pRoud boaRding the bus not having to pay the bus faRe... and the pRide in me neveR fail to shine when i call my dad seeing him dRiving the bus... i enjoyed playing on his bus while he had his lunch... i was always the fiRst peRson on the bus.. even befoRe the bus Reached the keRb wheRe the Rest of the passengeRs boaRd.. i loved to take a Ride on my dad's bus... going Round and Round... when he dRove bus 29, i would take a Round tRip on his bus... staRing into space.. looking at the suRRoundings... enjoying the bus jouRney.. peRhaps that's why i always pRefeR taking bus than MRT... and i always pRefeRed SBS to TIBS cos theRe aRen't many TIBS buses in the east...

when i gRow oldeR and become detached fRom my dad.. i used to be scaRed wheneveR i have to take bus home fRom the inteRchange.. i wouldn't know whetheR he'll be theRe oR not.. but what i was suRe, he would scold me if he knows i RetuRn late to home.. my dad doesn't like me going out... so eveRytime i'm at the inteRchange, i would take caution not to be noticed my him...

yet now when i passed by the inteRchange.. i feel veRy sad... i know i wun see my dad appeaRing theRe in the SBS unifoRm again.. and when i boaRd a SBS bus, i know i'll neveR see my dad dRiving SBS bus again.. afteR 16 yeaRs.. it's become histoRy...

i have this sudden uRge to go and watch a CO conceRt... any conceRt.. i just feel like emeRging myself in chinese oRchestRa music once moRe... though i know playing and listening aRe 2 entiRely diffeRent feeling... hmm.. maybe i should take down my eRhu fRom the top of the cupboaRd to wipe off the dust... and make suRe the eRhu haven't Rot yet... haha.. my own eRhu alReady Rot until cannot play alReady.. heez... oh yah.. i still have the dizi with me!!! the dizi i bought in sec 2 to peRfoRm one pathetic song on stage.. dun even RemembeR the name of the song.. the whole CO of 300+ ppl weRe eitheR playing dizi oR peRcussion... what a mess... hahaha....

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