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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

deaR diaRy,

hmm.. so weiRd to be home on a weekday.. haha... actually scheduled to have tuition with the pRimaRy school kids today... but one of them Requested to change day just few houRs befoRe the tuition... so changed to sunday moRning instead... last minute couldn't find anyone to have dinneR with... so decided to come home eaRly and Rest also...

my mum succumbed to illness few days back... almost half a yeaR since my dad lost his job... it's been haRd on my mom to have to suppoRt the family... and few days back i found out that my mom had been pawning valaubles to pay foR electRicity & wateR bills, as well as my bRotheR's tuition fees... was veRy shocked... have to wait till i get my pay foR last month then can give heR money... haiz.. =/

on a happieR note, my dad just took the taxi exam last weekend... now waiting foR letteR... hopefully he pass lah! if pass then can staRt dRiving taxi le... if not... i also dunno how le... *pRays haRd*

i think i'm going to fall sick also... so exhausted fRom woRk... though woRking houRs aRe shoRteR and i dun have to woRk OT... maybe bRainless job is the most tiRing one... ha... headache... lack of sleep.... sianz... i've been waking up at 5am on weekends.. ha... i woke up at 5am last sunday and wondeRed why my alaRm clock neveR Ring and that i'll be late foR woRk... then i Realised it was sunday.. ha... stRess fRom woRk? maybe i'm just plain woRkholic...

hmm... i like my woRking enviRonment now... veRy clean.. haha.. i'm a clean fReak.. cannot stand a little bit of dust on my table... and well... only in office... not at home though.. =p cos i dun Really use the table at home... haha... but i dun like the woRk... too bRainless... boRing... sianz... but anyway, i extended contRact to 5th august... no choice, need the money... will take off days in between foR bidding... maybe in the end i'll just woRk till end july...

i hate bidding... i must have said this thousand times on my opendiaRy/blog... but i can't find a betteR way to descRibe my feelings foR it... i hate bidding.. haha..

called kaiyan last night and talked bout bidding... bout woRk also.. hopefully we'll be allocated the same coRe modules foR next sem else i'll be left alone again...

stopping heRe.. veRy distRacted by tv... haha...