deaR diaRy,

the hols is finally oveR.. ha.. not that i dun like holidays... but holidays make me veRy tiRed with all the woRk... no time to slack...

i woke up at 11am today... foR the fiRst time since the hols...

haiz.. i'm so tiRed... tiRed of having tight schedules.. tiRed of having no aim and meaning in life... i wanna put an end to eveRything...

as pRomised, some Recap bout the hols...

May 2005

I spent one week at home suRfing the net and sending out numeRous emails attached with my Resume eveRyday... contacted supeRvisoR fRom DHL but it seemed that all the temps weRe asked to leave afteR RestRuctuRing of the company...

May - Jun 2005

I woRked with Automobile Association of SingapoRe foR 1 month as an Accounts Assistant... i hated the colleagues.. hated the diRty woRk place... but i simply love the job scope... leaRnt lots of accounting pRactices such as coding (debits, cRedits) and put what i leaRnt in Financial Accounting in SingapoRe and Malaysia last semesteR to good use... though i didn't Really do well foR the module.. ha.. foR the fiRst time in my academic life, i Realised what i leaRn in school is Really so Related to a job... accounting only lah... not Amaths oR anything.. ha..

Jun 7, 2005

Wisdom tooth suRgeRy in NDC, MC foR 5 days duRing which i tendeRed my Resignation and took up the job offeR in weatheRfoRd by Recommended by sutee..

Jun 14 - Aug 5, 2005

woRked foR almost two months with weatheRfoRd asia pacific as a tax assistant.. quite a boRing job... plain data extRact and filing... but good pay lah... hmm.. nothing much to talk bout..


some events duRing the hols...

TJCO conceRt!! that's the most enjoyable one... =) that made me Realise my passion lies not only with chinese oRchestRal music, but also those ppl that have been playing in the same oRchestRa as me all these yeaRs... =)

2 outings with ronglun, zhiyong, ningyi, kaihong and deaR... once to ksteR and settleRs' cafe, anotheR to JB..

outing with peiwen, sutee, zhongxiao seveRal times... to celebRate peiwen's biRthday... foR a meal and just to chat... jeff's biRthday chalet..

pizza and cheesecake outing with shan and Roz on shan's biRthday...

met up with kaiyan, leepei and siewmen foR lunch, gossiping and catching up...

NDP pReview watching with peiwen... when i felt so happy foR peiwen foR finding such a sweet guy... ha...

met up with koR (ex DHL colleague) today foR tea and dinneR... had a confiding conveRsation which made me wanted to teaR... that made me Realised how unhappy i've been all these while...

haiz...

wanted to blog a bit bout school(though i haven't been back to school yet cos i dun have lessons on monday).. but cuRRently not in the mood to do so...


泪眼问花花不语，

乱红飞过秋千去。