that's Right... that's what i'm waiting foR now... a miRacle...
i thank all who expRessed conceRns... whetheR thRough the tag boaRd, sms oR msn..
peRhaps it's just me... i'm too sensitive... too insecuRe... too possessive...
haiz...
i need to get a life.
pRolonged dependence has made me lost my suRvival skills... i felt like an animal in the zoo... afteR being looked afteR and caRed foR foR a veRy veRy long time... only to be Released back to the wild when i have foRgotten how to suRvive.. if u neveR meant to give, then dun showeR me with all the affection in the fiRst place...
haiz...
shall not dwell on this... let me go thRough the pain alone..
就让我彻底的伤， 再彻底的醒过来。
something bout school..
i neaRly bRoke down duRing biocomp pRac today... =/ it was hoRRible... the lectuReR went at bullet speed.. i dunno what's going on!! the softwaRe took veRy long to download.. and the lectuReR just assummed we know eveRything... i was pRactically close to teaRs thRough the whole lesson... notes weRe only uploaded this moRning and i didn't even have time to look thRough them.. i'm a computeR idiot... i know nuts!! all i know is to connect to the inteRnet and suRf... oR using excel in accounting.. and accounting softwaRes used by the vaRious company i've woRked with befoRe... otheR than that... NUTS...
somebody... pull me out of this miseRy... =(
life is miseRable.
