accidently pounced upon my sis's blog and Read an entRy which made me teaRed... the entRy was wRitten afteR i showed heR a postcaRd which says "send a postcaRd to youR gRandpaRents"...
if i have the chance to write a postcard to my paternal grandpa, i wanna tell him many things... first of all, i wanna tell him happily that i no longer quarrel and fight that much with my sis anymore... when we were young, we practically fight over EVERYTHING and my grandpa often had to pacify us... i remember when he passed away that night, i dreamt that he told us not to fight and quarrel... i wanna tell him i passed my PSLE, O level, A level and graduated from U already... i wanna tell him i am now a big girl already... i wanna tell him everytime i see people selling roasted chestnuts on the street, i always remember that he removed the shells for me even though he barely had any teeth left... everytime i see people peeling skin of the buns, i remembered he did the same thing too... everytime i see the knife scar on my finger, i remembered that i cut myself while trying to cut an apple for him... even though he left very early, i held memories of him still...
if i have the chance to write a postcard to my paternal grandma, i wanna tell her many things... i wanna tell her 7th uncle already married and has a daughter... i wanna tell her i already graduated from U and my sis is studying in U too... i wanna tell her that daddy is still smoking... i wished that she could stop him... i wanna tell her that chinese new year does not feel like chinese new year without her... everyone is not as close as before... they sold the old house and i really missed going there sometimes... 6th uncle already moved to china with his wife and i nvr see his daughter before... everything has changed...
if i have the chance to write a postcard to my maternal grandpa, i wanna tell him many things... i wanna tell him that actually we were preparing for a feast on your birthday... 2nd uncle already wanted to come down from KL to JB... 5th and 6th auntie planning to cook a whole lot of nice dishes... mummy asked me to draw a nice birthday card for you... but you left before your birthday... it was just too sudden for all of us... i sprained my leg during that period... i could not follow the group to the burial ceremony... but i wanna tell you grandma was very heartbroken... she could not eat well and cried alot... it was then i kinda understood that its emotionally less painful to die but you left your loved ones heartbroken... but now everyone is getting on well... hope you would bless grandma's health...
i miss my gRandpaRents...
