i just dun undeRstand...
i could tRavel fRom tampines to bukit batok eaRly in the moRning to accompany u to see the doctoR eveRytime when u have a slight cold oR feveR then tRavel all the way back by myself.
i am not expecting much in RetuRn... was not expecting u to tRavel all the way...
even though u could not make it to see me just befoRe oR afteR my tRaumatising suRgeRy, i tRied not to be too upset bout it...
but why?
am i not even able to contact u...
why?
do i not even get a msg of conceRn...
foR the whole day while i was soaked in blood...
physically and in the heaRt...
it's when the body is most weak
and the heaRt is most fRail...
when the anaesthetics woRe off, the pain was hell.
i cRied while tRying to get to sleep...
not cos of the pain...
but cos...
at the end of the day...
i Realised...
i am still...
alone.
am i not even able to contact u...
why?
do i not even get a msg of conceRn...
foR the whole day while i was soaked in blood...
physically and in the heaRt...
it's when the body is most weak
and the heaRt is most fRail...
when the anaesthetics woRe off, the pain was hell.
i cRied while tRying to get to sleep...
not cos of the pain...
but cos...
at the end of the day...
i Realised...
i am still...
alone.