RemembeR that human development oveR the lifespan test i had which i said i flunked? the one that i couldn't do even the fiRst question and was the 3Rd peRson to leave at 20mins befoRe the test ended? and that theRe was so many questions which wasn't taught at all?

the lectuReR was so funny.. didn't want to give us ouR maRks, claiming that it's the uni policy (what bout all the science mods that give me maRks??), no gRades eitheR... but "some indication" to show how well u've peRfoRmed... i went to the depaRtment notice boaRd (yes, the uncle lectuReR dun even know how to use ivle) to check the Results... he gave diffeRent gRadings, "VG" (veRy good), "G" (good) and "F" (faiR)...

guess what? i got VG!!!! hahahahah... wooo!!!!! yeahh!!!! =p consideRing i didn't study moRe than 2 houRs foR this test (not that i was slacking! i was busy studying immuno test that time which was on the same week)... and i thought F looked like fail... but anyway... theRe wasn't a lot of "F"s, and majoRity was in "G", but "VG" also not veRy few ppl... so can't Really guage my position also....

neveRtheless.... YEAH!!!!! it's a 40% CA so i'm sooooooo happy!!!! of couRse, hopefully it isn't like the stupid science of music wheRe u can get full maRks foR all uR CA and get a Really disappointing gRade in the end...

still dunno immuno Results... but that one i'm like 80% suRe i wun do well... =( cos i alReady know the answeRs foR some questions and i got quite a few wRong... it isn't faiR!!!!!!!! they tested beyond the chapteRs that they say would be tested... =(

gendeR studies pResentation was cool~ heh.. we weRe the fiRst gRoup to pResent... i was shocked... we haven't settle down in tutoRial Room and ouR gRoup was called... wasn't mentally pRepaRed yet loh... was a bit neRvous... hand tRembled a bit... and i guess eveRyone could tell i was fRom science by my pResentation skills.. haha... but i think i impRoved liao... at least now i can hold those index caRds with just 1 hand and not 2 (tRembled so much and so obvious in the past that i had to use 2 hands to stable my hands.. =x).. and i thought i spoke with moRe confidence! also answeRed the questions posed by the ppl and tutoR... =) good job xt! =)

anotheR phaRmaco test this wed... not that thoRough with my studying yet, but i still have 2 full days to study... i can't believe i actually went to school on fRiday and studied in medical libRaRy foR a whole 4-5 houRS ALONE... wow... only managed to go thRough bout 2 chapteRs, but it was a VERY THOROUGH kind of study.. i can still RemembeR the contents quite well now!

i'm Really tiRed and i think i'm losing my voice at this Rate that i'm going foR tuitions.... of couRse, like what i have pRomised myself, i have put academic fiRst, tuition second... and i've tuRned down some students who want extRa sessions cos i wanna study foR test... otheRs i cRammed it all in the weekend... so fRom fRiday-sunday, i actually have 8 tuition sessions in all!!! cRazy man..... it's just 2 moRe weeks..

not too long ago, i got a call fRom Ronglun while duRing tuition.. i called back afteR tuition, to heaR that he's alReady bought my 21st bday pResent... -_-" 2 months befoRe my biRthday!!!!! i was so touched.. haha.. i didn't even think bout it... even deaR was guilty that he didn't think bout my biRthday pResent... =p thanx buddy!! as well as ningyi, kaihong and zhiyong!!! so sweet of u guys!!! =)

mom's in china now... dunno how she's doing... can't get thRough my aunt's phone... dunno whetheR i dialled wRongly oR what.. how do i call my aunt who has a malaysia hp and is in china now?? so complicated... =x

we weRe talking bout something that talked bout how my sis and deaR's sis cRy a lot when they'Re stRessed... i asked deaR whetheR i'm one who cRy when i'm stRess...

"you will stRess one meh?" - deaR

appaRently he believes i wun get stRess oveR academic stuff.. haha... which is Really quite tRue.. but still.. i think i cRied a lot just befoRe getting A level Results.. not cos i was scaRed i didn't do well, but i was scaRed deaR's mom would look down on me! (i think she still does though.. =/ )

my laptop is Really dying... it keeps RestaRting foR no Reason... aRgh... so disgusting... and i can't buRn my photos into a dvd pRopeRly as backup... i dun wanna lose those memoRies!!! =(

one moRe thing... deaR's fRiends aRe soooooooo nice... junhao actually came to tampines all the way fRom juRong east to dRive deaR back home when he came to coax me at night... wow.. wheRe do u get such good fRiends??? then otheRs msged us.. even deaR's aRmy fRiends whom i dun to on msn also msged me.. of couRse also include my fRiends lah... it's Really comfoRting to know theRe'Re such nice ppl aRound... =)

i betteR stop heRe now befoRe anything undesiRable happens (automatic RestaRt!!)....

the posteR on my wall gives me a lot of will...

Nothing is Impossible.

i can do it!!!