*bluetooth is down, no photos foR this entRy*
the past week has been a veRy busy and tiRing week..
2 lab RepoRts weRe due Respectively on thuRsday (micRo B) and fRiday (biotech).. and i basically spent the whole week woRking on the 2 RepoRts.. eventually i finished my micRo B RepoRt on tue night, and biotech RepoRt on wednesday (4am to be exact!).. it's weRid that i actually foRce myself to finish them two days befoRe they aRe due.. in the past i usually finish a lab RepoRt on the due date, just few houRs befoRe the due time.. but well.. maybe cos i just wanna get it oveR and done with so that i can slack! =x
theRe's one moRe last lab RepoRt of my life due 2 weeks lateR duRing the Reading week.. the pRactical is next week, but i'm alReady 40% done with the RepoRt.. =p did up the intRo, tables and stuff.. so that i can finish the RepoRt quickly next week afteR pRac and dedicate my Reading week to mugging foR exams, not to do lab RepoRt..
anyway, i went to engine to do lab RepoRt on wed night.. and i'm Really glad foR deaR's company till 1130pm... =) engine is a pRetty nice place to study.. and it was Really cooling at night.. best thing is, it has neveR felt so shiok to mug on campus till almost midnight, yet can come back to the comfoRt of my own "home" in 5 minutes... SHIOK aR! lol... too bad it's my last sem...
and on the same night, wen told me she saw JJ at heR dance studio!! an aRm's length away!!! ARGH.............. NOW i wished i had taken dancing classes with heR... maybe i should take up hip-hop too! so maybe one day i can be JJ's danceR!!! =p how i wish i was theRe!!! JJ!!!!!!! i can alReady his shy look and cute smile!!! *MesmeRised* GO JJ GO!! =D
i've been wanting to blog bout it, but keep foRgetting...
deaR had a test not too long ago.. foR a module that he was least confident of, complaining eveRytime that he was going to fail that module... when the test Results weRe out, 700+ students had a mean maRk of 50+... deaR got 88. way betteR than aveRage.. way betteR than his fRiends... isn't it iRRitating?! appaRently, we have diff defination foR "fail".. when i ask what gRade he expects to get foR this mod that he thinks he is gonna fail, he says "B"... -_- if i tell u i expect to get good Results, i'm expecting the same "B". -_- when i say i think i'm gonna fail, i mean i think i will REALLY FAIL ok!
that's not the whole point.. even befoRe deaR checked the Results, a guy emailed him, congRatulating deaR foR doing well and asking to be fRiends with him so that they can exchange pointeRs (HMM...).. deaR showed me the mail, then i was like "yet anotheR peRson to budge u eveRy day and night on MSN to ask u foR help".. and the fiRst thing that came to mind was that this guy peRhaps is not a veRy good scoReR.. then i told deaR to check out his scoRe based on his matRic (derived fRom email add lah).. THIS GUY GOT 91. HMM... some people aRe just so weiRd...
exams aRe appRoaching veRy veRy fast.. and as the days go by, i feel moRe and moRe lost... have applied foR so many jobs.. but none of them get back to me.. issit because i haven't got my ceRt yet? oR am i just not qualified enough? =( i Really dun wish to end up being like my sis woRking in something totally unRelated to heR field of study.. noR do i want to end up in MOE... help......... *helpless cRies*
sutee's going Rendang next month! with 3 otheR secondaRy classmates whom i aRen't that close to.. *evvious* i wanna go oveRseas too!!! we'Re tRying to plan a shoRt get away (to genting peRhaps?) foR ouR gang.. just to have a nice gatheRing and fun oveRseas.. hope it comes tRue! =) but i think my much anticipated thailand tRip this june is gonna be just anotheR empty pRomise.. just can't affoRd that kind of luxuRy anymoRe.. but i am happy still, that at least when i was eaRning a lot fRom tuition the past 2 yeaRs, i had saved up quite a bit, almost enough to pay off my tuition fee loan all at one go.. =) theRe theRe, despite going oveRseas twice in 2 yeaRs, Rebonding my haiR eveRy yeaR and watching JJ conceRt, i'm still quite thRifty to be able to save up that much in 2 yeaRs ok! =x
one last CA next fRiday just befoRe Reading week.. i'm gonna give it my best (so u betteR not mess.. haha.. if u'Re a TJcian, u know the joke) and tRy to get anotheR A+!! =)
when i left home last sunday, mom (as always) came to the dooR to see me off.. when i cRossed the Road and Reached the bus stop, i looked up to my unit and saw mom's face, looking at me fRom the kitchen window.. i teaRed when i boaRded the bus.. i Really couldn't beaR to leave home.. to leave my paRents even if it's just foR a week.. i've gRown to be veRy attached to them.. and i know mom was woRRied.. just the otheR day when i went back home she told me she dReamt of me in an accident and she was cRying in heR sleep till dad hit heR to wake heR up.. i was veRy moved.. but the push factoR is Really oveRwhelming that i dunwan to stay at home a second moRe to see my useless bRotheR hanging aRound like a hooligan.. it REALLY pisses me off.
oveR the yeaRs, i've become a veRy emotional peRson.. maybe some of u dun see me cRying eveR.. but deep inside me, i'm cRying haRd.. and of couRse, i'm thankful foR deaR who always allow me to soak his shiRt with my teaRs.. =x i used to believe that i am a stRong peRson.. till afteR i went into a Relationship with deaR.. who made me Realised.. i am just a fRail giRl who needs suppoRt... though sometimes his pResence and suppoRt makes me a little oveR-Reliant and oveR-dependent on him.. but it's Really comfoRting to know that he'll always be theRe foR me... =) this is something that not even the closest of fRiends can give... so, thank you deaR~ =)
and yeah hey! deaR's paRents have finally allowed him to dRive me aRound without ch tagging along! haha.. and has got peRmission to dRive on the expRessway to send me home!! =) YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! deaR's gonna dRive me out foR dinneR and send me home alone tmR!!! =)
and tmR's a special day!! =)
happy 61ST monthsaRy deaR~ =)
