alRight, the syco conceRt was okay.. not too bad.. but i feel that theiR 弦乐 has yet to Reach the stage of 强而不躁， 弱而不虚.. the 虚 paRt was Really shown duRing the fiRst paRt of one of the songs.. theiR 丰年祭 was disappointing too.. i think geco is betteR foR that song.. dunno how to explain.. but hmm.. we have moRe feelings.. aiyah.. wateveR.. anyway, sco was gReat!! when syco played in the fiRst half, i felt it was quite good.. haven't heaR co music foR quite a while.. but when sco played in the second half, one could immediately heaR the diffeRence.. we went like, "wah seh".. think syco still needs to woRk haRdeR to attain sco standaRd..
foRgot to blog about this...
few days back, Rufei (hope by now u Realise all names of colleagues aRe made up.. nicks we came up with so we can communicate duRing woRk in fRont of them) came to talk to me.. appaRently, theRe was going to be some audit in septembeR.. ouR haem and blood bank section heads have left the company foR quite some time... ouR acting heads aRe staying with nhg and may be deployed to otheR hosp anytime now.. and the acting acting heads aRe diploma holdeRs... then she told me, the RequiRement of the audit is, the section head must be a degRee holdeR...
theRefoRe, they want me to be pseudo-section head, just foR the puRpose of the audit.. -_-" i was, in my heaRt, "siao. i can't even tell which is a pRomyelocyte, u want me be section head and let auditoRs ask me questions???" but i just gave an awkwaRd smile lah.. hmm... i think the 2 giRls still dunno yet... and i'm afRaid it's going to be anotheR Repeating of histoRy.. RemembeR when i fiRst joined, this giRl who was a diploma holdeR hated me cos i got a pRomotion and moRe oppoRtunities than heR? i'm woRRied it may happen again... what should i do??
take a step at a time, loh.
dRiving sux as usual. nothing much to say, except the same few complaints.. 2 days away fRom the test, the instRuctoR almost beRated me foR making mistakes to waRRant 3 immediate failuRe just in the ciRcuit alone.. =x daRn.. i'm so not going to pass................................
and well done, the whole lab knows i'm going foR my dRiving test.. eveRyone has been asking me bout it.. i must staRt digging a hole in each section to hide in afteR i fail my test..
i feel B.R.O.K.E.
dRiving lessons and test aRe going to cost me ~400 bucks this week alone...... plus i'm going foR dental checkup on my dRiving test day.... plus the insane amount i spent last week when i went out with colleagues... wheRe's all my money going to?!!?!
one moRe thing.
i do not want to teach tuition anymoRe.
it's tiRing!! especially when the student isn't enthu at all.. i've lost all passion in teaching.. woRk is taking up too much of my eneRgy.. i hope i'll be able to stop tutoRing afteR heR N levels this yeaR.. hope she will let me go....
but that means, no moRe extRa $$...
money money money woes.....
my favouRite pictuRe taken duRing tokyo/bangkok 2008~ taken at a neopRint machine.. LOL.