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Friday, July 18, 2008

had been Really busy these few days...

all in pRepaRation foR the 30min CME pResentation..

pResented on thuRsday moRning... in the pResence of the lab diRectoR dR w, lab manageR mR lim, and the Rest of my colleagues... i had an awfully stRessful time sitting beside dR w. she's notoRious to be intimidating.. with no hesitant at snapping at and cRitisizing people..

my topic was on iRon deficiency anaemia.. i staRted neRvously.. and choke a little when my mouth went totally dRy afteR i spoke 2 sentences.. afteRall, i had nil foRmal pResentations in univeRsity education.. the only 2 weRe posteR pResentations foR non-coRe modules which i just cRapped thRough... all the "pResentations" i had in secondaRy school weRe in chinese.. the eveR many stoRy telling comp i paRticipated (but neveR did win.. =x)... speech competitions... chinese debates... i could haRdly speak fluently in english at all..

as i moved along in my pResentation (a meRe 18 slides which i quite sloppyly done), the neRvousness woRe off and i could speak with less eRm's and eh's.. haha.. anyway, i was done in 20 mins.. nothing much to say.. =x

suRpRisingly, both dR w and mR lim commented Right afteR i ended that it was a good pResentation.. hehe... =D 5 houRs lateR when i was at the lockeR aRea pRepaRing to go foR lunch, dR W walked past (i didn't took notice of heR befoRe she spoke) and said, "that was a good pResentation." i was staRtled, cos i didn't know she was theRe, i was scaRed of heR, and it was..... a Really shiok feeling to heaR compliments fRom the highest authoRity in the lab.. =p

it's finally oveR.. though it's just the 1st of the many to come... =x

2 moRe pResentations this and next month foR lab Rounds... though not confiRmed yet, i may have to speak foR both (togetheR with the otheR 3 who went foR the long boRing 3 day couRse)... sianz....

i happened to see uncle's white boaRd and saw my initials wRitten foR attending moRe tRaining (this time Related to Blood bank).. i was happy.. and Really gRateful to uncle foR giving me a lot of oppoRtunities which no otheR staff enjoy as yet.. i'm the only MT who went thRough the phlebo tRaining afteR full time phlebo was hiRed.. i have had 2 tRaining this month, and will be going foR 2 moRe.. the oldeR staff only has 1 oR 2.. the neweR staff had none at all.. so i am Really glad foR all the opoRtunities i am given.. =)

i know uncle has high expectations of me.. i know special haem is gonna be a challenging time foR me.. i will woRk haRd and not disappoint uncle!

i'm moving on to managing moRe things at woRk.. and it's when i Realised ppl whom i can Really play and have fun with aRe not Really ppl i can woRk with.. especially when both of us have similaR chaRacteR, i.e. we both wants to take chaRge. many conflicts... many aRguments.. but i'll always be on the losing end cos i'm the junioR.. and i'm youngeR... what can i do?

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